Bleeding Soul

I guess I can feel even more horrible than I'm a Fake (keizie.deviantart.com/art/I-m-….


So, yeah.

I strapped my boobs down so I'd look more unisex :/.
God that hurt .


Anyway- Model is me, make-up by me, train of emotions by me.



Why is the blood sparkly? Well, it's not normal bleeding.
It's soul bleeding.



Nothing more to say.




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31-08-2013:
I've been asked about this picture a lot last two years. The true meaning behind it.

I never take pictures to just tell my story. I 'sell' an emotion, an idea. I try to create something that you can relate to, in any kind of way. So I was hesitant to share the story. But considering the questions,
I'll just reply here so I won't get inboxed about it anymore lol.

This image, to me, is about someone I love and have lost. I shot this image one evening while the process of losing that person started, and while I was well aware of it, but yet it wasn't in my power to stop the loss.

Love isn't always pure. It doesn't always come in the perfect shape or form, at the right time, or in the way we expect it. Love can be a dirty little liar. It can be sick. It can disguise itself for many years,
and suddenly reveal its true nature when you least expect it.

It's a wonderful thing, love. But it can have sharp edges. The moment I realised what I was dealing with, and what it had caused, something broke, deep inside me.
It wasn't just my heart, but something deeper. It was my very being, that realised how much I had betrayed myself, by keeping my eyes closed for so long.

A part of my soul left me that night, because it couldn't live with the idea of what my being had caused.

Ever since, I've tried to get it back. No luck so far. But I have hopes. Maybe one day, the ghost that haunts me but refuses to reveal itself to me,
will come back, and give me peace.